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[07 Nov 2005|12:34am] [ mood | TRAPPED ] so dont get me wrong. i <3 college. and my roomates... and everything else about it. but i can definitely see how this no privacy thing is gonna get annoying. like, sometimes u just want to be alone. or not even alone but like i'll wanna hang out with someone and then my roomate will want to go to sleep so i cant hang out in my room anymore.. which is probably the most secluded place i can go. and its just going to get soo annoying. which i hope it doesn't cuz i realli want to room with one of roomates from this year again next year. and i hope we dont like get all mad at each other or start like hating each other cuz she's one of my best friends here. and that would suck. but like never getting to be alone can get irritating... i just had a little arguement with my roomate and im feeling all trapped so im venting to lj, lol cuz this is the most private thing i have here...wtf.. makes me kinda wonder about the dorm situation. cuz as of right now i totally just want to live in the dorms on like the next floor up or something just for a slight change of scenery or something. anyways... life is good.. had my first midterm and got my first college paper back last week.. they went better than expected.. but now im suuuper scared for this week cuz i have 2 more midterms.. that i should have been studying for since like last week.. but i have yet to open a book since like wednesday... somehow i get nothing done here between thursday and sunday and then on monday, tuesday and wednesday i just work.. its not realli a good blance but i looooove thursdays and fridays.. tomorro im having lunch with lauren silva! and that is exciting... it will be nice to have a little piece of home.. i was just thinking about it.. and i also hate the fact that i cant sing. lol like im never alone so i cant sing. but the most privacy i get is turning up my headphones to the max. and ignoring outside noises.. which is annoying cuz then i cant do work cuz i cant concentrate on work at all with noise. ugh, lol im in a bad mood. and probably should not be updating because now it will seem like im not having a good time.. which is quite flase.. OMG this weekend jay is coming to visit... and the weekend after that i think im going to SB and cal poly.. and then its thanksgiving.. im excited =) !! UGH. i am irritated to the max. this is such a bipolar post. the next 3 days i will live in the study lounge/library and stop being annoyed with my roomate.. its not so much her that im annoyed with as it is the lack of privacy. this is one of the first times i've felt like this.. i hope its not gonna be a continuing trend. i dont think im gonna sleep in my room tonight. it will be a sign of protest. anyways.. i miss ppl. especially anthony and brandi.. cuz i haven't talked to u guys in the looongest time. gonna be home in like 2 weekends. thats crazy to the max.. ok good night. well not realli good night. but i dont know what else to say cuz its like 1. k byyyye. 5 comments|post comment

kinda pointless but i dont kno how to lj cut...sorry [18 Oct 2005|02:16am] [ mood | unproductive ] ok i gotta write about my past weekend cuz i might forget it... the weekend realli started with thursday.. i was done with class at like 12 and then i can't realli remember what we did.. oh wait i do.. we went out to dinner but ya that was later in the evening.. lol that was pretty much the first time i've left campus. and it wasn't even that good. eventually we got ready to go out like we do all the time without realli having anywhere to go.. then our entire floor happened to go to some apartment party, that one person on our floor knew the "hosts" of.. anyways i have lots of great pics.. fridays i only have an hour of class so thats always nice.. then we got pedicures (which i ended up ruining later that night..) and ate pseudo mexican food in another dorm... then i spent foreeever curling my hair.. eventually we went to my roomates sister's apartment cuz she was having a party.. then i came home being like the only sober one out of tooons of ppl and hung out with the only other sober person on my floor.. it was a good bonding experience =) i think i went to bed around 6am. saturday i slept til like 12 which realli isn't that long cuz it only ended up being like 6 hours. then ate breakfast and played sum intense tackle football.. lol boys are brutal.. my one friend got stabbed in the eye... then that night i went to santa monica to shop and go to the beach.. it was soo fun. socal is realli cool... got home and kinda watched the sequel to desparado.. but seeing as how i haven't seen the first part and i was sleeping for like half of it.. it was kinda pointless.. sunday was a weird day.. didn't realli feel like it started til like after dinner.. but i had to go on a field trip to the LA river.. at 9AM!! that is so earli. anyways it is definitly not realli a river.. i did learn sum stuff tho... like that SoCal gets 90% of its agua from norcal..bastards taking all our water.. there's some unecessary info for u =) anyways i came home read a little and napped for a couple hours... it was v. needed.. had dinner.. which sucked. sometimes dorm food just isn't the best. then we played some games... and those are always fun. lol we are such nerds here.. later it started to thunder and lightning and it was sooo cool... like the loudest thunder and lightning i've ever heard.. so we decided to go watch from the astronomy building on campus.. sadly it was closed.. but ucla at night is one of the prettiest things i've ever seen. walking around it at night is like overwhelming. anyways eventually it started to pour down rain so we headed back.. and then some guys i know decided to get garbage bags and slide down a realllli steep hill.. cuz its all muddy and wet and stuff. pretty much the funniest thing i've ever seen.. my roomate definitly joined in the festivities.. it was hilarious.. i didn't tho.. so i just walked up to get some food with the only other person who wasn't sliding down the hill... anyways it was pretty much the best weekend ever.. and i hope all u guys who had homecoming had a realli good weekend too... but i gotta say today sucks. too much work and too much drama and too much sleepiness. 1 comment|post comment

haven't updated in forever... [08 Oct 2005|11:12am] so im at ucla. and i love it. its soo fun.. school is soo hard to focus on lol.. there is just waaay too many distractions... i <3 my dorm and my floor and my roomates and eeeverything..lol.. sometimes the dorm food is a little bit sketch.. but other than that its awesome... ppl should for sure go to school here.. lol my 8 o'clock class is a bitch.. but playing hangman and stuff makes it better.. so far i've studied once. which im sure is a bad habbit but it'll break eventually.. its hard to read things tho. today is the UCLA vs. CAL game.. and we are going to WIN!! well i dont know.. but i hope so. jessica and my sister are coming up from SD and im sooo EXCITED!!! dude i miss ppl... wait. no. cant think about it. i cant go home til thanksgiving.. thats soo long from now. but no never mind im not homesick... but i do miss brandi, and anthony, and LEXIS, and ben and i dont kno thats all i can think of on LJ... ugh. dear anthony, i know i already told u this.. but i look at ur video thing every day... actually im about to watch it right now. so apparently last night my floor got shit faced and went out...which is annoying cuz I wasnt here and all we ever do is hang out on the floor.. so the one time they went out.. i wasn't here!! so sum drama went down and i neeeeeed to know what happened... ERRR.. im frustrated.. but i went to a sleepover and it was super fun too.. anyways this is realli irrelevent to pretty much anything goin on in all of ur lives.. but i miss u guys... OH but i did get to see LORI on wed... we had lunch.. and it was fun =) 5 comments|post comment

[05 Aug 2005|02:09am] im so frustrated. that sux. and im leaving tomorrow.. i'll see u guys in a couple weeks...send me emails.. lilchica6914@hotmail.com post comment

[04 Aug 2005|08:55pm] Your Hidden Talent You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers. What's Your Hidden Talent? post comment

[31 Jul 2005|01:36am] [ mood | sleeepy, sillly, soo happy ] dude!! today was soo fun ... hella tight ... i went to costco ... and it twas lame ... cuz my mommy got hella pissed for no reason... but then we went shopping and it was fine ... lol shoppin always makes it better. then i went to this girls house and there was a party, played a few games, did a little dance, made a little love, got down tonight... carlos and brandi are my favorite... hella fun...im sad brandi couldn't sleep over =( oh well its hella late.. i shuold go to bed ok good night =) post comment

first update in foreeever [29 Jul 2005|11:36pm] i really hate my computer.. it sucks. a lot. ok but i think its gonna let my update finally...so here it is... haven't been up to much...jus chillin. workin at hollister and crombie...and its fun. doesn't feel a lot like work. jus like chillin and meeting new people. but i never work. err. at least this week. on monday i learned how to do registers at aber and im eeexcited. lol. makes me feel special =) all i do is work tho seriously..its ok i make money...although i pretty much spend all of it prior to actually gettin the paycheck...so no more wasting money. as in no more buying cloths. except for one jacket i like and 1 pair of abercrombie pants. and thats it.. no more after that. ya. went CAMPING for the first time eeever a couple weeks ago. and it was SO fun. omg SO fun. the dirtiness of it all and the bugs and the disgusting showers and the heat were not so great. but the hanging out with friends, secretly looking at stars, finding obscure locations so ur cell fone will work, making smores, watching crazy parents swim, playing cards and staying up hella late was sooooo fun!! i wanna go again. eeeeee that would be soo fun. except w/o parents. that sooo needs to happen!! omg it would be so fun... i do not know how we would cook for ourselves tho. ( some emo nonsense. ) oh ya... im leaving aug 5...and will be back aug 22 so if u leave before that we gotta hangout in the next month!! so i guess on aug 6 there is a hollister formal ... that SUCKS! i wanna go soo much. lame ass. like the day after i freakin leave. wtf. oh ya...wen i was workin last week. i met a guy who looks just like adam brody. crazy...and his dad is the band director at UCB...hella random. i think i watch friends too much cuz yesterday i was taking a nap and i had a dream that ross died and i woke up hella distressed...wtf.. ok well i hope its a good weekend.. k good night post comment

[08 Jul 2005|12:36am] going camping tomorro! exciting...but sad cuz my mommy is not going. im also sad im missing the hella tight party tomorro night. effin sux. but i am excited for the camping!! post comment

[26 Jun 2005|01:23am] so ucla sent me sumthin about marching band. and im thinking no. jus cuz im lazy...there are 3 practices a week for 2 hours each and saturday events...that just sounds soo much like high school band. also im sure i would get very tanned. and i would have to leave a week early for BAND CAMP. lol. not gonna happen. at least not the first year. the 2 cool things... everything is FREE.. everything. and if we go on trips n stuff ... that is free too ... and for sure we come to up here for either the berkeley game or the stanford game which would be cool..and i get to go to notre dame...where my one friend lives.. also cool. ok...3 cool things.. there are 2 movies i really wanna see right now. well 2 movies on dvd.. meet the fockers. and american wedding. someone should call me! and we will rent them. cuz they r sooo funny. i <3 text messages... i get unlimited texts for like... another 2 weeks =) workin tomorro from 1-6 (hollister) n then a mtg from 6-8 n another one from 8-10...but i get FREE pants from both abercrombie and hollister..and that makes my life good. soo good. ANTHONY! lunch on mon! yes? i ono if u saw my comment. ok its hella late. and im tired. good night. 5 comments|post comment

alll the cool ppl r doing it [24 Jun 2005|04:11pm] Name 20 friends, in no order! 1. jessica t 2. jessica s 3. jay 4. carlos 5. justin 6. cynthia 7. ben 8. brandi 9. ALEXIS 10. anthony 11. brian 12. erik 13. becca 14. stacy 15. justin s 16. mike 17. griff 18. lori 19. grace 20. rochelle A.Who is #8 going out with? lol no one...but i could name a few ppl she WANTS. B.Is #9 a boy or a girl? ella es una chica. lol do u understand? C.Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? LOLOLOLOL. like its fate. D.How about #18 and #4? lol ya kinda. i guess. i ono. E.What grade is #17 in? bout to go off to UCSB in like a month n 3 4 days? lol F.When was the last time you talked to #12? yesterday cuz that bitch flaked on me! jk. <3. G.What is #6's favorite band? cythia is a weirdo..lol BACKSTREET BOYS. H.Does #1 have any siblings? yup twins, a brother n a sister...will n emma. I.Would you ever date #3? ya prolly =) J.Would you ever date #7? LOL um. its ben =) he's like a sister. JK! L.What's #15's last name? seacrest M.What's #5's middle name? oh LUCAS and hollister. N.What's #10's fantasy? anthony...lol. im sure it involves spooning. and not getting darker. O.Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? stacy n grace? ya not so much.. P.What school does #20 go to? rochelle is goin to a school in napa... P sumthin sumthin...but she's gonna go to Lomalinda in SO cal!! i ono bout the spelling. Q.Tell me a random fact about #11? ya he is a BALLER and freakin hillarious. R.And #1: um. she had a very good night last night =) S.And #3: he can do crazy things with a bowling ball T.And #2: she is goin to SDSU n will visit me next year wen i get all homesickish U.Have you ever had a crush on #16? LOLOLOL. maybe a little. V.Where does #9 live? on a street called banbury that i always pass wen going to her house. silly lexis. will we EVER hang out. W.What's #4's favorite color? brown? its his skin color...prolly blue...i dunoe. 12 years..n idont know. X.Would you makeout with #3? lol i guess its a possibility. Y.Are #5 & #6 best friends? aw!! they're good buddies. Z.Does #8 like #19? as a friend im sure... a.Does #10 have any pets? an obese crazy ass dogg. that im very scared of. wen we gonna take a walk wit that crazy ass dog? b.Is #12 older than you? by a few months c.Give #13 a hug. lol i just saw u...and didn't. i guess we will have to hang out again.. d.Is #17 the sexiest person alive? lol fo sho 4 comments|post comment

[23 Jun 2005|12:52am] [ mood | tired ] i am mad at kentwig. we went there and put our names down at like 9:10 and got a lane at 10:45. wtf. that is so long to wait. and then we bowled for like and hour n 15 min. and i was like an hour late. so i think im in like hella trouble and that is hella lame. i had hella tight plans for tomorro. but now i dunoe...i will find a way to go. lol. going to cool party. for sure. and im excited. guuhh. i hope a lot that im going. had work today... it was long. and way more tiring that u would think. however i get FREE pants from abercrombie and hollister on sunday. that is effin tight. thanks sooo much to all the hella cool ppl that visited!! <3. workin hollister tomorro 1-6.. im sure it will be a party. so i thought i got 3 items at 40% off...but apparently i get 1 pair of pants and 2 shirts. and the shirts have to be green. wtf. ya thats retarded...and reallli random. ow my foot is asleep. as i will be shortly. good night. post comment

[21 Jun 2005|12:45am] [ mood | hella good ] um ... i typed hella stuff n it disappeared...wtf today was my first day of work.. hella cool. except not... had to greet allll day. it was so tiring... then i put sensors on stuff lame. visited brandi after work...cool stuff oh and mel ben n brandi visited!! yay!!  also saw kenny n dylan,. cool stuff. i <3 visitors after...i thought i had plans but they fell through... so i went to mike's wit sum cool ppl. and it was cool. hella cool. i <3 life. party thur.. ice skatin tomorr. bowlin wed. hella tight week. lookin forward to it all. wanted to apoligize to sum ppl ... that i helped get in trouble. im truly sorry. but it effin sux to have everythin messed up right before its over... still i cant concentrate on much today. i love life too much. anthony n carlos...ur yearbooks r soo waitin for u.....like they are done, omg. k good night =) 4 comments|post comment

[16 Jun 2005|02:54pm] so i was supposed to go clubbin today wit hella tight ppl. and i CANT. SO sad. maybe tomorro? im soo full. safeway sandwitches make life better. im tired. this is a ridiculous post. so last night i got home at 11:40 wit carlo justin n jay and my mom decided that i didn't get home til like 1 and that we weren't just chillin in the garage. so she took my car. i haaaaaaate wen she takes the car. gr. so now i must fight to get it back. and pray to go clubbin tomorro. still a ridiculous post. happy birthday ben!! 2 comments|post comment

[14 Jun 2005|12:37am] [ mood | awake ] sooo ... today i didn't do much...pretty much wasted the day...took like 2 3 hour naps... but they were nice..now im in like insomniac mode and will neeever fall asleep. had another interview..but it didn't work out. then i cleaned up alot from the party... speaking of which...yesterday was my graduation party. and it was fuN! thanks so much to everyone who came! except i sat in sumthin weird and stained my WHITE skirt. i am sad. sorry to u guys the bounce house suuuucked. but the trampoline was v good. had tons of food left over tho. anyways today carlos came over n i KILLED him in fooseball aaaand ping pong. yup. dominated. oh and brandi ditched me. u suck. just kidding. =) oh and btw brandi...certain good lookin ppl might be gettin a job at hollister...all the more reason to visit =) oh but ur already "busy". tomorro i will be productive.. gonna get oriented wit abercrombie, play soccer n tutor..k good night. post comment

love is like war...easy to start...impossible to end. [11 Jun 2005|01:07am] helllllo lj, its been awhile i believe... had hella tight plans for today. sadly they fell through. i am very disappointed...but maybe i can try again tomorro...ya that would be cool. lets see.. so summer started... =) but kinda sad cuz no more high school ever. which is strange and still hasn't really hit me...infact i have been so preoccupied that it hasn't even really crossed my mind. but i guess being occupied is a good thing. but it will prolly end disasterously. if thats a word. EEE!! i got a job. and i am eeexcited. gonna work at hollister...cool. except for after the way my interview went...they must hire eeeveryone. oh well still v glad to have the job. but i interviewed at abercrombie today...and i have another interview on monday...um wut should i do. started reading the first traveling pants book and im eeexcited. so im trying to make a senior portrait/scrapbook by my graduation party and im not sure its gonna happen. i just can't get myself to do anything. at all. and its annoying. speaking of which...its my GRADUATION PARTY on SUNDAY (june 12) from 5-8 at my house (ask me for directions =). COME! im sure i meant to invite you. seriously, i was trying to hand out invitations the last couple days of school but cuz of finals and stuff i didn't see many ppl so i have lots of unhanded out invitations. so the best thing thats happened this summer...on wednesday i went to san francisco wit a hella cool person. and did all of my favorite things. SHOP, eat at cheesecake factory, watch a movie, aaand ride bart. one of the best days ever. sadly it had to rain. wtf. in the middle of june... still i <3 summer. sooo much. its ok tho cuz there is still 3 and 1/2 months of it. and now im content cuz i have a job =) so i've been sleepin pretty well like goin to bed 11-12ish and gettin up around 10...but i think im startin to get off. cuz its 1 now. damnit. ok gonna go read a book and sleep...i <3 summer for sure =) post comment

"and in case you dont know... I LOVE YOU" [29 May 2005|01:30am] well high school is almost over...and its kind of an overwhelming feeling... oh and im 18 which is also kinda crazy... i think the first time it hit me was randomly when i was walkin to 6th on friday...and i got all goosebumpy and weird feeling thinking about never walking down that hallway again...stupid but still. and then today when i watched anthony's slideshow/movie thing and it made me cry cuz there are soo many things that will never be the same...and so many things that will never happen again. and so many memories. ugh im doing it again. but then there are also things i can't wait to leave and never have to deal with again...and then there is the futue and it will be exciting and prolly even more fun wit less stupid ppl. ya i think there will be more EMO updates in the near future. 2 comments|post comment

[25 May 2005|09:32pm] hm so since i dont get to do a senior portrait like the cool lit class...here are some quotes that i like from high school... 1) I had to sell my soul...but my grades are pretty good. -Travis today, but it like epitomizes my high school education. 2) Could you NOT? and Are you kidding me? -lol. 3) We are soooo pretty!! - =) 4) "Where are you going to college?" - a question i was asked sooo much and didn't have an answer for for many many months.. 5) "I'm Jenifer right?...and you're betsy..and ur sally the whore." -lol one time during band camp...rochelle, nancy, and i were SO tired and having conversations that pertained to nothing...but being tired and incoherent were definitely two events that frequently occured. 6) "HEY LALI" - said to me many times and always resulted in a little dance...but it never got easier to do...and as much as i haaaate that cheer...it has good memories...and im almost sad i neeeever have to do it again. =) 7) "ALOT" - said by me about everything that i hate or like or anything. ok there are prolly more...but there's some... 2 comments|post comment

[17 May 2005|11:40pm] [ mood | awake ] 12 days!!! sorry lexis... =( but =) cuz i hate school. especially math. but i will prolly miss it wen its over. n i'll get all emo and cry. lol. sra. was so nice today!! she took us on a fieldtrip to get mexican food...lol wtf. but hella tight. really weird how like a chapter of life is closing tho... lol thats corny...but its true. y am i not sleepy? i slept for like 5 hours yesterday night...i am hungery tho... 12 days!!! 1 comment|post comment

unecessary to read. [16 May 2005|11:32pm] [ mood | worried ] well its been a lot of days since i updated i think... AP tests are fiiiiiiiinally over and that makes me sooo happy!!! i got sick this morning and stayed home...staying home is not good for me at all. i think way too much. and start goin kinda insane by myself. lol dont judge. so today i spent a lot of time looking at pictures and missing people/places/things. and it was nice...i was mainly jus lookin at like band trip pics...lame i kno but still sum of my best memories of ppl and stuff...like hawaii. that was soooo fun!! ...and long beach...and san diego..damnit i should stop. it jus makes me miss ppl. hate being alone for so long. lol i go insane... all i did today was watch friends eat and sleep. then i went to the booster mtg...which was fine. except apparently i missed excitin stuff in band today. then i came home and watched the bachelor. that made me reeeeeallllli mad cuz it was SO LONG. and pointless for the most part. GR. angry. and he picked the wrong girl. so even more annoying. damnit its getting late...and im not sleepy at all. just thinkin about ppl. y do ppl change so much? like in the course of a year. 2 ppl i knew so well became so completly different... like i used to be really close to both of them and they each kno/knew so much about me...and now we dont talk at all. its lame and i miss them...but i guess im over it now..lol i jus need to stop thinkin about it... annnyways... i have a math test tomorro and im v. unprepared...and i have a bunch of chem which is realli lame. i need to go to class for the rest of the year. ya ok. ok sorry this was so random and unneeded... good night 3 comments|post comment

AYUDA ME por favor... [27 Apr 2005|09:48pm] [ mood | rushed ] well i hate my life. dont know where to go to college. and i have 3 days. well shit. i dont really hate my life cuz i know i've been given 2 great opportunities. so im lucky. and thankful. just confused. but i DONT know how to pick... which is a problem. and im pretty much runnin out of time. it seems like all i talk to ppl about is college...but thats not true. i think i've talked to lj about it a few times...lol. but i dont like bringin it up cuz it stresses me out. but ppl ALWAYS ask. which is fine cuz i always wanna kno where other ppl r goin. its jus annoying cuz i DONT KNOW. so anyways this is one of my last posts about deciding i think. i hope. but if any one has any advice...about how to pick...or ur own experiences...or pros n cons...or ANYTHING (even if ur gonna repeatin wut u've already told me) i would reeeeeeeeallllllllllliiiiiiiiiiii appreciate. oh ya. im deciding between UCLA and UC Berkeley. Your True Birth Month Is April Hasty Moving Consoling Emotional Aggressive Diplomatic Revengeful Adventurous Good memory Loves attention Strong mentality Loving and caring Brave and fearless Active and dynamic Suave and generous Easily get too jealous Decisive but tends to regret Motivates oneself and the others Attractive and affectionate to oneself Friendly and solves people's problems Prone to sickness usually of the head and chest What's Your True Birth Month? DECISIVE BUT TENDS TO REGRET. im not decisive but i do tend to regret. and im so scared of that. 6 comments|post comment

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